::tahniah::

just got good news from my niece...

wah budak beso tuh dapat matrik..

Alhamdulillah..

ada gak family aku yang masuk matrik..

haha..

even aku da masuk uni kan..

nak gak bangga ngan dia...

 TAHNIAH NURUL ATHIRAH SA'ADUN 

mahap laa ni gamba kau yang aku ade budak

anda telah berjaya...

so blaja elok2 tahu

make your parents proud
make our BIG family proud
aku ni xbrape lagi...
even da dok kat uni 2 tahun..

sorry cause hurting you

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-aguilera-lyrics/hurt-lyrics.html ]

::aku ke yang emo::

emo kot..
laa bukan ape...
bila aku da terbiasa dengan satu benda tu
bila tetiba orang tu ubah..
aku rasa pelik...
tapi ye laa kan...
salah aku gak..
terlebih2 emo..
xpe laa...
aku xtahu..
kalau aku tahu
aku tak macam ni...
xpe laa...
mahap laa...
tahu aku salah....

entri dipagi hari...

0356 am..
ahaa...
insomnia again...
apa itu insomnia...
sedikit fakta dari encek google yeng telah berjaya diperoleh

------> Insomnia is the inability to fall asleep, or the inability to get enough sleep.

macam mana mengatuk pon orang tu 

tapi dia tetap tak boleh tido..

tu laa insomnia..

huh...!

da lama tak jadi macam ni..
dia mai balik..
penat wok..
malam xleh tido..
siang asek ngantuk je..
letih laa kalau siang asek tido je..
apa cite..




help me please......!!!!

Symptoms

v Difficulty in falling asleep.
v Broken or restless sleep.
v Waking up many times during the night.
v Getting up during the early hours of the morning and being unable to go back to sleep.
v Being tired, drowsy and irritable during the day.


* yang ke 4 tuh tak berapa nak betul...paling awal 8




uhhh trimas encek gugel atas maklumat ini...=.=

::mood kacau bilau::

diam 

diam

diam

dan diam

hari ni bukan hari aku.

hari ni xkan jadi hari aku.

kenapa?

sebab hari ni aku hanya ada satu perasaan.

nak tahu?

perasaan tak ada perasaan.

maaf kalau respon yang anda dapat sepanjang hari ni mengecewakan

hari ni aku jadi WIEYD!

the truly WIEYD!

tapi mampu ke bertahan macam tu?

kau da berubah wieyd

bukan lagi seratus peratus yang begitu.

masalah paling besar..

pehal laa atm tu xdek duit saploh

xpasal2 kne withdraw banyak.

dah la miskin.!

mati..mati!

SEKIAN.

aku nak buat ni...

'nama je dok pahang...tp banyak tempat yangs y xtahu'
mcm best je ayat ni kan...
xpek2 muhamad zul fahmi
nanti kalau lah umur kite berdua ni panjang...
ada jodoh...
jom kita pusing 1 pahang...
*ini serious bukan maen2*
kita pusing 1 pahhang nanti
*tempat yang awak xpanah pegi laa kan*

taman negara----> adventure dulu

gayat xgayat kena gak naek benda alah ni...*seronokkkkk*

yawib kena naek ni *double seronokkkkk*

pastu kita pegi -----> gunung senyum *adventure lagi

sebab xpenah pegi jugak...

next pulau pulak-----> tioman okeh

sangat cantik

pastu highland ------> bukit tinggi

no caption

pastu mana lagi-------> gile kan kalau boleh semua tempat nak pegi...

ni kira macam antaranya laa kan...

xpek2 nanti kta plan baek punya....

InsyaAllah angan2 akan jadi kenyataan...

ini impian aku dulu...

so sekarang dah jadi impian kita plak...

ye encik muhamad zul fahmi

kadang2 aku sinis..

bukan kadang2..

bah kan kerap...

pelik di pandang jelik

tapi bukan aku...

hebat di pandang gah...

jarang sekali...

dengki bukan selalu...

tapi yang Hakiki tetap Satu...

hanya Yang Satu.

dedicate to him...just him...

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach

Back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here

_credit to OWL CITY_

-VANILLA TWILIGHT-

butterfly wings..._owl city_

If I was a raindrop

would you be my thunder storm?

It's cold so surround me

With rain clouds to keep me warm

I feel like I'm falling

So darling, don't let me go

The thought is appalling

But should I slip away

Into the stormy sea will you remember me?

Asleep in our warm cocoons

We dream of lovely things

We're both gonna wake up soon

So we hope that tomorrow brings

Us our butterfly wings

If I was a grain of sand

Would you be Miami Beach?

So dusty with starlight

Close your eyes and cuddle close to me

I'll try not to wake you

Or make a sound while you're dozing off

But in the night should the high tide

Sweep me away from you

Tell me again, my dear, will you be waiting here?

Whenever we leave the ground

And take to the sky

I'll smile as I'm gazing down

'Cause I've always wondered why

We won't need feathers to fly

mari berjiwang

Sejak dari dulu ku mencintaimu

Kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura

Ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku

Yang telah membuatku mencintaimu

Sudah berapa lama

Diriku ini tak bertemu mu

Mungkin ku harap jua kau merinduku

Sebagaimana ku rindumu

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/duta/cinta_antara_kita.html ]

Cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya

Walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu

Ku hanya menunggumu bila tak kau cintaku

Ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

Sudah berapa lama

Diriku ini tak bertemu mu

Mungkin ku harap jua kau merinduku

Sebagaimana ku rindumu

Cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya

Walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu

Ku hanya menunggumu bila tak kau cintaku

Ku kan berjanji mencintaimu sayang

Ku kan berjanji mencintaimu sayang

berubah

semua perkara akan berubah...

bergantung sama ada mahu dan tidak...

tiada yang kekal melain kan Yang Satu

manusia mana yang tak berubah kan...

even aku sendiri

walaupun aku rasa takde apa yang berubah dalam diri aku...

tapi orang lain yang akan nampak...

tapi biar lah apa yang baik kan...

huaggghhhh

xbleh2...

ayat skema...

wuuhuuuu...

baru lepas stalk member aku nye fb...

member skolah rendah...

perghhh! bubah seyh...

kalau dulu cenggituh...

laa ni da cengginih...!!!

lau tngok sume kawan2 aku...

zaman skolah rendah laa kan...

sebab da lame beno teman xjumpe...

kao jumpe pon teman nmpok dari jaoh je...

nok betego sape pon teman rase segan...

beruboh beno deme....

cantik begaye...

idok le teman nok mendengki...

jaoh sekali...

teman ni jenis yang simple...

so teman skisah...

tapi ye laa kan.

yang perempuan ofcos...

berubah sangat....

=) 

bukan dengki xsungka ke hape...

ye laa bile da lame xjumpe ni....

cun wak dorg ni skarang...

hahaha

xpe laa kan...

even aku masih macam ni...

simple dan selesa...

walau pun tiada blouse yang cantik seperti dorg...

aku tetap ade t-shirt yang cun

walaupun aku tak punya heels 3 inch

aku tetap ade sneakers y selesa tu...

walau ape pun i wish i hope ktorg boleh kumpul lagi mcm mase skolah dlu....

alamak sedeh nye xdek gambar korg...=(

last moment to remember...

today is the last day 4 our BIUSS class...

sound weird right... 

haha..

what BIUSS stand for...

Bahasa Inggeris Untuk Sains Sosial  =  BIUSS 

sometimes bored..

sometime havoc...

happy for many time...

we just like a happy family...

we've dad...

just like our own dad...

full of experience..

give us advice..

what is right..

what is wrong...

teach how to be a good students perhaps a good person...

will miss this class...

mr. salleh..= daddy

mr. khairul

mr.budiman

mr. azrai

mr. izzat (not in da pict)

mr. chee (not in da pict)

mr. haikal

mr. kamal

mr. shafnan

miss. aza

miss aqilah

miss. dorris

miss. najat (not in da pict)

miss. shuhada

miss jaime

last but not least

miss wahida..

will miss u guys...

=)

=)

::mood DURIAN::

huarggg..!!!
nak makan doyan...!!!
aku nak DOYAN...!!!
asal laa tetibe nak makan doyan ni...
tapi sumpah aku nak makan doyan...
2 3 minggu ni asek bau diyan je...
huuu....
awak nanti kita cari doyan ek...!!!

sisi hitam seorang 'dia'

dia sama macam yang lain...tak ada beza..tak ada cacat cela...
kalau tengok diri kita macam tu lah dia...
tapi xsangka kan...
banyak yang dia simpan...
banyak yang dia pendam...
tu lah...
kadang xboleh kita nak sama kan setiap orang...
sebab setiap apa yang Allah dah cipta kan pasti ada yang berbeza...
kalau sebelum ni xda orang nak ambil kisah..
sikit pon x ambil endah...
tapi bila dah pecah...
masing-masing sibuk nak beri hujah...
mana yang betul mana yang salah...
hanya dia yang tahu....
biarlah hitam macam mana pon kita nampak kat luar...
tapi biarlah kat dalam hati kita tu putih....
=)

JENGKEL

semangat aku berkobar2 nak buat entri ni.....

pasal ape...pasal aku nyampah!!

gile2 punye menyampah....

ape kau ingat kau sorg ade..

ape ko ingt aku xdek...

ahhh perlu laaa....

cakap mcm nak jerit2....

perlu laa cakap mcm nak bgtahu kat semua org....

perlu laa....

hadoi laa....

aku pon heran mcm mne dia boleh tahan...

kalau aku...

sound direct....

"ko pehal cakap nak jerit2...."

even kite ni.....

blaja laa hormat org lain....*maybe 2 cara die hormat

aku tau laa....

tp xsemua org suka cara kau tuh woiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!.....

AKU XSUKA ORG BISING2....

BOLEH XBUAT SOMETHING yang boleh tunjukkan anda respect orang lain....

even die belum and belum tentu jadik laki kau.

bersyukurlah aku ni jenis yang malas nak amik pusing secara terang-terangan...

Ya Allah ampuni lah aku sebab buat entri mcm ni....

AKU XSEMPURNA.

berapi-rapi!

17 februari 2011

what so special on this date...

IF he still here...

IF he still around us...

and IF he still alive...

im so glad....

im so happy...

thats the fate...

he's not belong to us anymore...

he's belong to ALLAH...

today his birthday...

23 years old...

Al-Fatifah...

_FAIZAL ZULHISHAM_

in memory....

tiada apa....

syaira...=)

fana=P

izzah..^_^

jeem..=D

su..;-)

sikit pon x! FINE!

tersisih ke....

dilupakan...

lupa nak cakap...

apa lagi....

perasaan aku je kot...

tapi terasa beb...

xpek aku xkesah...

sikit pon x...

as long as ada yang lain....

FINE....!!!!

aku nak ulang memori ni....

mereka-mereka...=)

kembara taman negara

hohoho....
such a great weekend....
damn great moment...
the moment that i really enjoy...
this is my second time being there..
first time we did't plan to pay a visit to Taman negara.
but for this time it was so great memories...
such a wonderful..beautiful..amazing place..
1 hour from Jerantut town..
you will never regret to be there...
along the road you will see how beautiful this creation..
smell of the jungle....
Taman negara Pahang..
who didn't know this place...
heaven for the nature's lover...
the place that full with valuable creation the tropical rainforest .....

the journey begin.....

it was a raining day...i thought we can do nothing...around 2 pm we start our mission...

=)=) rapid shooting...water war !woohoooo!

what a great moment...

boarding a boat...while it was a raining day....along the river...

what a great damn beautiful panorama... green...green and green...

breath with the fresh air...

=)

what money can't buy.......

love...
family..
friendship...
these always in my priority..family always be first.. friendship till the end...love until die...
i love my family....i love my friends...i love him...i love them...
i can't feel the love without them...i can't live without my family my friends without him...
we can't buy love...

- LOVE give and receive -